i feel like shit, but i feel like im not allowed to feel like shit because theres nothing making me feel like shit..just life. ugh. i seriously just want a really long, meaningful hug, to know somebody cares. but there in lies the problem..

just gonna cuddle with tummy again..i need actual physical human contact. i don’t know. im trying real hard to leave people alone but i kind of need to be cuddled for a little. im really sad and im tired of crying into my pillow every night. i thought this part of my life was over. guess not.